Ok so I have been thinking about all the Weird Stuff I have been going through. The decisions I have made about them are that: Things will never be OK by my old standards. I can't beat the Grim Reaper. But I can find a path to being Nearly as Happy. I doubt it will be instantaneous and I have no idea where it will take me. But I do know I have Amazing Friends watching my back. So I decided the start of this journey will be to Finish the Backlog of 6 paintings and 6 sculptures. I don't stop except for sleep period, until they are done. At least this will bring me to a point where I feel a sense of completion and Hopefully it will bring in the start of some new income.